http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/ Im Only a Human...and this is the story.... Wed, 20 Sep 2006 11:15:00 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Acting Writing Poetry http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/134.html Wed, 20 Sep 2006 04:11:08 GMT dear friends.. Im moving on now..moving on my life and moving my blog here to www.laughin-tears.blogdrive.com i'll see you around. These chapters has come to an end..Insyallah.. Goodbye.. http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=134 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/133.html Tue, 19 Sep 2006 11:21:50 GMT A stranger told me, if you missed a bus, there will always be another bus, sorry dont u worry..coz there is always be a ride for you. Its juz the matter of time and chance. And then came a question, "what if i wanna wait for that missed bus..coz i like the cozy seat and and its interesting bumpy-winding journey?" He said "its ok if you wanna wait for that same bus, but u certainly will have to wait for ages waiting for the same bus to come..., the question is, can you afford to wait for that bus and u might losing your best ride?" I was stood down..and have no answer to that... (more) http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=133 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/132.html Mon, 18 Sep 2006 04:48:25 GMT Im fasting today..and i hope my mood gonna be ok till the end of the day. But streamyx so sucks since last week. I couldnt be online and arghhhss...!!takpo..takpo...urut dada okes. and to add my frustration since last week, my lay out macam "hangjeng"...aaarghhhhhhh!!! so last nite, i went to watch movie with the gangs, sab, ejam and syam - we watched lil man! hillarious and sab laughed mcm nak terdengar smpai ke Ikea ok. Dia kalau dapat ketawa.. but i was juz smiling..i couldnt afford to laugh like i used to..friends noticed that! but they didn't know what is happening. Nak mampos! They... (more) http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=132 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/131.html Fri, 15 Sep 2006 04:01:17 GMT Streamyx macam *^*&*&*&!!!! There is nothing could make me sad and cry at this moment, except when it comes to my late mom. I dont know whether she's doin fine up there coz im afraid she would be very sad knowing what happened to me right now. People said, although someone has died and has rest in peace, but they would always have the update on whats goin on with their loved ones down here. Well, thats my old folks said and i bought that.. I hope she knows that im doing juz fine over here, although God knows that ive been dying brawling so tough..but hey im still standing. I... (more) http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=131 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/130.html Thu, 14 Sep 2006 06:12:01 GMT nites are colds and days are so sad for few days ago, but im recovering now. Im sure this time ill be someone new. Ghee..berdoalah..! Tot wanna fast today, but...pagi tadi terkorek hidung and termerokok :D So last nite, i paid aiya a last goodbye at the airport. I was waiting for her and she was lost in the airport. Thank god, I saw her walking nowhere. She looked sad and lost..maybe she already feels comfortable with malaysia and refused to go home...kalau aku pun..rasa tak mo balik. but i juz want her to be good and not feeling regret visiting Malaysia. well i tried so hard to please and... (more) http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=130 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/129.html Wed, 13 Sep 2006 04:18:41 GMT A friend called from Australia yesterday, i dont know somehow we both have this some kinda connection. Whenever i feel down, he would always be there to call, to advise, to comfort, to give me strength and not to forget sometimes to insult me, hahha. He said juz believe in KARMA, coz what goes around comes around. Something he said made me awake and open my blinded eyes, "he just has you on his lil finger tips J..hes not worth of ur cry!!"..ouchh that hurts bro! I know he is concern with me, he wouldn't mind calling me and talk like hours juz to calm and comfort me. I think im getting... (more) http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=129 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/128.html Tue, 12 Sep 2006 08:01:56 GMT someone called me last nite. she used to be my very good confidante and someone who can lend me her shoulder to cry on. and she is my ex's sister. its been quite sometime like a year plus or somthing we haven't keepin in touch. what brought her to call me last nite still becomes a mystery. she just said she misses me. lot of things talked bout last nite, bout life, family and stuff, relationship and of course her married brother. Her brother..yeah...i dont know why i still look up at him despite all the stupid things we had gone through during our ups and downs relationship. No, dont... (more) http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=128 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/127.html Fri, 08 Sep 2006 08:33:41 GMT hulu..hulu.. im back people!! no worries...there is nothing much to update for last few days. Its juz that i spent my time with friends, managed to ganti posa for 2 days, and alhmadulillah...tak sia2 aku berdoa pada Tuhan, i finally...but still missing something o ye...at last aku dapat contact my old schoolmate masa darjah 6 dulu..hot dulu dia woo!!...like every gals in the school were heads over heel for him...including me, tapi aku sesikit je sebab aku kawan ketat dia..i still ingat he was transferred to our school. masa tu their family just got back from the States..like u... (more) http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=127 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/126.html Tue, 05 Sep 2006 07:11:51 GMT these are the songs keep rhyming to my head since this morning.. Bila yang tertulis untukku Adalah yang terbaik untukmu Kan kujadikan kau Kenangan terindah dalam hidupku Namun takkan mudah bagiku Meninggalkan jejak hidupku Yang t’lah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah ~samsons , kenangan terindah~ Bukan salah mu apa daya ku mungkin benar cinta sejati tak berpihak pada kita kasih ku sampai di sini kisah kita jangan tangisi keadaan nya bukan karna kita berbeda ~januari, glen fledly~ http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=126 http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/archive/125.html Tue, 05 Sep 2006 05:30:50 GMT today i was late, but managed to get an excuse to the boss..keekeke..i know its wrong and its really a sinful memandangkan aku puasa hari ni...i arrived at office like 10 sumthing..buat2 muka penat and tension skt, and i did a very good job on that. I had my sleepless nites before, yesterday i was so weak and sleepy. had to go to Aiya to get my purse, tertinggal kat aiya the night before coz i was too blur after that "incident" (sampai terlupa of my purse). I had a "musabahah diri" last nite and alhamdulillah it feels good, to let go everything u have and burdened for long..there is a... (more) http://cryingrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=125